...Nobody said it would be easy...

So it goes like this..

2005-08-09T05:10:57Z

I suck at life. Nothing exciting has happened.

Dance: Summer dance classes are almost over.Auditions for the 05-06 dance year are the 22nd and 28th..:-x Oh Kno! Dance Jamz is the 19-21. I also start private voice/acting lessons thurs.--god help me.

School: Just around the corner..--shoot me:-) I need to go school shopping.

Other Things: Im getting a new ugly puppy..yahh! I need to hangout with Kim and Missy soon. I also gotta stop eating everything in site:-x

emmm thats about it<33

Lacking energy right about..now.

2005-08-02T03:05:53Z

So besides Missys sister forgetting to pick us up at Kims yesterday..which ended up greattt..Becuz us 3 always have incredible fun ..:-) I love them. So i woke up in Kims bed this mourning..went home and changed into my swimming suit and layed out/swam the majority of the day with the BFF's. My dad took me to dance..where i sweated a rainfull..emm yumm..hott..i kno;-) Dance was alrite had it's ups and downs. I have alot I want to improve and big goals for next years..we'll see how that goes. i love tmsod. Anyhow I missed Laguana Beach..and my head hurts, and I didn't go out tonite..woopieee.

first night I am not out..what a shame.ha.

2005-07-31T03:25:46Z

I have nothing to write because I have decided to delete the entry I was going to write because it was cruel,intense, and unlike me;-) Yah.

Man o Man.

2005-07-29T04:50:56Z

Drew came home today. Yes that kid can be annoying. But i LOVE him 2 death. I don't no anyone who says the things he says expecially in public & he bought me this awesome orange sequin purse:-) Anyhow I came to the conclusion I like this better then Myspace. For one thing strangers aren't looking at my pics. and personal info.

Another thing..actaully thats about it, I don't like getting strange messages from strangers.

Another thing..i forgot what I was gonna type.

Today I woke up at 12.Layed out.Went to Drews. Kait picked us up and we went to her mom's work.Dropped Selena off food. Went to coldstone((bastards don't have cake batter still)). Then our fatass's went to coney after:-)yumm...Then bak to Drews.Watched his dvd from nationals. Skakalaka was the shitt. I love Drews mom and grandma--there to much for me. Kait left. I chatted with his mom and grandma and Drew. Then i got picked up. perty good day.

<33 Katie..

p.s. i love summer.

i <33333 Dance~!

2005-07-28T03:22:54Z

--O man Dance was Amazing today.

--I love learning new styles and crap & berns an amazing teacher.

--I can't wait for this years dances.

--I hope the weather is good tomarrow.

hmmm

2005-07-27T05:23:52Z

deleted what i wrote. starting fresh.

2nd day in a row i can't go swimming. yesterday was overcast today its kinda chilly.

my inner theighs kill from dance..hopefully ill be able to bust my groove later today at dance.

this weather BLOWS.

2005-07-26T17:26:40Z

So I'm fully prepared to go outside and swim. But the weather sucks and it's overcast.

i don't think anyone reads this.lol

I LOVE CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY

2005-07-24T05:13:42Z

So i havent updated in a couple days.I've been using myspace becuz it's addicting. I have a new fond ubsession for Chad Michael Murray and One tree Hill. OMG I LOVE IT. I've never cared about any show or famous person b4 untill now...and I can't wait untill Kim gets season 2 DVD's.

Our pool is finally clear again..stupid brother. We had company over(moms friends) they were nice I spent quality with them.Then i went to Dan hines house with the girls since his parents are out of town..yah a big cock fest. You would think I would've stayed then..but Def. not. We left and went to Despis had a long talk about everything. Then I came home.

Finally found an intensive in NYC. My mom said she thinks I can go . It's over winter break. I want to go badly. By the way Drew is in NYC now for broadway intensive. I miss him.So does Kim.

Tomarrow mini pool party at my house..I never swim in the pool, i feel bad becuz thats why i wanted this house.im stupid.o well

Home Sweet Home..somewhat

2005-07-19T06:34:57Z

Im home from Myrtle beach starsystems nationals.It was pretty good. I won't get into details or anything. Just want to say I'm going to miss all the seniors and everyone else who isn't coming back. So many memories and i love you guys. The year flew buy..and now we gotta start all over. Started summer classes already today. They were fun. I missed some of my friends. Going to Kims tomarrow becuz i defently missed her.

p.s. School is coming so fast..i wanna puke.

R.I.P Drews grandpa.

i love Boskos.

2005-07-07T22:19:23Z

I 'm doing this for me.

...well maybe for Mak becuz she claims shes hott:-)

and you probabily don't know what im talking about but someone gave me wise words.

anddddd...tomarrow im headed to Myrtle Beach to dance my butt off!woohoo.

sick..

2005-07-03T23:42:24Z

Yah..im catching a cold or sumthing?..

anyhow been up to nothing really. Went to a dozen fireworks and gonig to more tonight. Went to Breezies grad party yesterday for a few. Then to Busch's AWESOME cottage. Its beautiful. Me Pat,Busch and Drew all layed out on the water trampoline and watched the 324246 firworks going on. Incredible it was.Went back to pats for the night. Today I had solo for an hour..ahcurumba it was. then layed out for an hour and went swimming. Now im gonna eat dinner then go out with Pat and Drew.

I leave fri. for maryland then Myrtle Beach..woohoo!

holy moly.

2005-06-30T23:07:01Z

Fun night. love you guys.thanks for everything.

god im getting good at this...

2005-06-29T02:54:41Z

Changed my LJ layout. it's hott.

well...this blows.

2005-06-29T01:04:04Z

So my mom came to the conclusion that I'm out to much and never home. Very true. So im being forced to stay home the next 2 days. But i wanna go to the fireworks with some ppl tomm. so hopefully i can. Dance has be stressful for me. Myrtle beach in like 2 weeks.yippee. Had an ortho at 7:30 a.m. I do not like the orthodontist any more. He fucks up alot.My teeth look ok i guess not much different then when I didn't have braces b4. Dance all day tomm. probabily another sweaty day.haha.o yes

5-0

2005-06-26T04:23:57Z

Yah. Ashley's party was pretty interesting. I MISSED ALL YOU GUYS!!...cops came, hot avondale guys came,got thrown in the pool like 3 times, got freaky deaky w/ k8lyn..bahha. Saw Matty Osman!and much more. Also went to Despi's sisters grad party-good food.

Tomarrow hanging out with school ppl again..and mon. night also..right jon;-)

o man how i missed it.

Final Game!!

2005-06-24T01:39:14Z

This week has been crazy/amazing/over whelming. I love my dancers & Pat of course.

Mon. & Wed. I had dance form like 10 a.m.-9:15..Yea I pretty much was dead after that. Alot of changes in some of the dances for nationals..a bit over whelming for me, but I'll get it.

Tues.- Palace Vision. LMAO for the drunk ppl sitting behind us making asses out of themselves trying to start crap with innocent dancers. It made my night. "lepercan(sp?),give me a "t"..T..(just to name a few).

Wed. After dance, Drew and Pat picked me up..we all went to Bern's. CRashed their for the night. Then Bern drove me to dance this mourning. I looked like pure crap:-) o yahhh. I was so tireddd..finally went home around 1. Then layed outside..it was sunny and hot.But i didn't get any sun. Crashed in my bed for a 4 hour nap, for all teh sleep I missed. Didn't feel like gonig to Palace Vision tonite..and plus My moms aid I had to stay home..Because I've slept at home one time this whole week, and I think a total of 5 times since school got out. Im never home any more.

Tomm. probily going dress shopping and clothes shopping, and maybe getting my hair trimmed.

I miss Kim like no other and her 1 tree hill dvd's:-) and I miss Missy and some other people as well.

Pic. from recital..bahahahaha...were flipping losers. ((senior prank this yr. for swan lake))

i love summer..

2005-06-19T06:52:40Z

Went to Cedar Point...tons of fun!!! Hung out here all day did nothing..worried abotu learning Berns aprt in "Can you hear me" for nationals. I went to Jessica Busches tonite..fun fun..partied with her cute boy friends and her and her friend Nikki. Lots of fun. I love Busche, so glad were close now!! Tomararrow is father day..hopefully i can get up, were barbacuing for my dad and stuff.

Mon. National practices begin..so excited:-)i think..

BoReD..

2005-06-15T22:59:17Z

-- name: Kathryn..Katie.
-- current location: my house
-- eye color: Dark Brown
-- hair color: light Brown
-- height: 5'4
-- righty or lefty: Righty
-- zodiac sign: libra

LaYeR tWo

-- your heritage: haha((sweetish..;-) chinese soccer kings 41)) nahh i belive im welsh, gernamn, and english..i donno
-- your weaknesses: I'm to hard on my self
-- your fears: bugs..and ghosts or sutmhing along those lines

LaYeR tHrEe:

-- your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?
-- your best physical feature: you tell me.
-- your bedtime:when i feel like sleeping
-- your favorite memory: to many.

LaYeR FoUr:

-- pepsi or coke: diet coke

-- mcdonald's or burger king: mcdonalds.
-- single or group dates: both
-- adidas or nike: who cares
-- lipton ice tea or nestea:neither
-- chocolate or vanilla: both
-- cappuccino or coffee: hot chocolate :-)

LaYeR FiVe:

-- smoke:no.
-- cuss: hey it happens.
-- sing: i wish i could
-- take a shower everyday: duh!
-- have a crush:when have i not.
-- been in love: idon't think so
-- want to go to college: i don't but i will
-- like(d) high school: hate it
-- want to get married: of course:-)
-- believe in yourself: I donno.sometimes.
-- get motion sickness: nope Cedar Point tomm. woohoo.
-- think you're a health freak: Heck yes. But i get carried away alot.
-- get along with your parent(s): kinda.
-- like thunderstorms: somtimes.
-- play an instrument: i can't read music

LaYeR SiX:
in the past month...

-- had sex: no, never have
-- made out: truth or dare count?
-- gone on a date: emmm no

-- gone to the mall: yahh
-- eaten an entire box of Oreos: no...?
-- eaten sushi: nope
-- been on stage: Heck yes!
-- been dumped: the correct term for this is PLAYED... then yes
-- gone skating: no, im not up for that
-- made homemade cookies: nope. i can't bake or cook
-- gone skinny-dipping- no.
-- dyed your hair: no.
-- stolen anything:yah clothes from Drews. he knows tho?

LaYeR SeVeN:
have you ever...

-- played a game that required removal of clothing: ha yah..im immature..i kno.
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: ..in my pants;-) you won't get it unless you were there.
-- been caught "doing somethin: ew know
-- gotten beaten up: ill beat them up
-- shoplifted: nah
-- changed who you were to fit in: I've changed but not to fit in...more like fitting out?who knows.

LaYeR EiGhT:
in a significant other...

-- best eye color?: anything, i like blue and brown
-- best hair color?: borwn or blonde
-- short or long hair: depends.
-- height: taller than me
-- best body part: hmm..i donno.everything
-- best first date location: anywhere
-- best first kiss location: i donno

LaYeR NiNe:

-- Numbers and Names of Children: im 16..i don't no
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: dude i haven't even thoguht about it
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college:no clue
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: no clue
-- What city would you most like to visit: somewhere hott and tropical.

LaYeR tEn:

--# of people kissed:bahaha.
--# of drugs taken illegally: ?
--# of bfs/gfs: hmmm donno..a few of them i wouldn't want to remember
--# of people I could trust with my life: myself
--# of CDs that I own: barely any.
--# of piercings: 2..yah im such a rebel
--# of tattoos: none
--# of scars on my body:who knows
--# of things in my past that I regret: ahhh

LoTs

2005-06-15T19:31:46Z

well..i haven't updated in a bit..probabily a record for me. Alot has been going on..I've been ahnging out with dance people lot lately..I still love Kim and Missy;-) becuz their probily the kewlest ppl i kno. Recitals were so much fun for the msot part, 1 week and it's back to mad dancing for nationals practice...excited. I haven't slept in my bed for like 4 days. Tomarrow going to Cp w/ a few dance ppl. Saw Shane yesterday ..missed him, got my phone back from last summer..lol.
I need to go shopping. So far this summer has been awesome:-)

o yahh

2005-06-11T04:57:04Z

SCHOOL IS DONE..i am now the happiest person in the world.

Recitals all this weekend...incredible i might add.
TMSOD..AmAzInG..<333 yousss.

holy moly..im so crazy about you..2 bad you don't kno..:-/but damnnn.

:-) anyhow i can't wait to spend this summer with my bestest's.

yah baby.

2005-06-08T01:18:44Z

2 more half days. Tomarrow I only have one exam so ill be home at 9:15. Relitives are coming in from Maryland around 12ish. Their coming to see me dance in the recitals 0:-)

Today i hung out with some kewl ppl and we went to the beach and Coldstone and movies. Then i passed out in my bed because I was so tired. Woke up and thought it was the next mourning, so i paniced because I thought i overslept for school.haha.im a loser.

Now my mom is cooking burgers and im listening to music, and maybe im going to study for english a bit.

Drews house toamrrow to swim and stuff. I love his family.

what r they good for...absolutly nothing.

2005-06-05T05:10:26Z

yahh soo ur his world one day ..and nothing the next..then find out some one has taken ur place like it was nothing..it's okay..rite?..

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like..

it's not okay.You were my best friend.

enjoy;-)

2005-06-03T03:23:46Z

..ahh bored and lazy so..

+ your name: Katie
+ your gender: F
+ age: 16
+ height: 5' 4"
+ hair color: light brownish
+ eye color: big & browwwwn
+ your location: family room
+ fears: insects,the dark,ghosts..thats basically it.

SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]

+ peed your pants? haha yahh i laughed to hard..

+ cheated on someone? yes

+ fallen off the bed? yah

+ fallen for a relative? don't really no my relitives

+ had plastic surgery? nope, don't plan on it

+ broke someone's heart? im a bitch, answers yes.

+ had your heart broken? heck yes

+ had a dream come true? not yet.

+ done something you regret? defently.

+ cheated on a test? you mean tests..in that case several times.

+ been raped? nope

+ broken a body part? fractured an ankle playing soccer..a hefty girl kicked me

SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY]

+ wearing – SB shorts and tmsod shirt

+ listening to – good music

+ chewing - nothing

+ feeling - the keyboard

+ reading – the computer screen

+ located - living room

+ chatting with – puddy,liz and drew

+ watching – nothing

+ should REALLY be - doing my homework or sleeping!!!

SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]

+ brush your teeth? alot..i have a fetish

+ like anybody? maybee..;-)

+ have any piercing? yes, my ears

+ drive? ha..when am i gonna drive.

+ believe in Santa Claus? no

+ ever get off the computer? surprise..i do.

SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ]

+ do you belong to a crew? used to..11*..hmm.

+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? all the time

+ do you consider yourself popular? i have friends.

+ do you trust your friends? no not really.

+ are you a good friend? depends.i can be a bitch.

+ can you keep a secret? yes

SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]

+ hugged - Selena..haha Kait.

+ IMed – Drew

+ talked to on the phone – Kim

+ yelled at – donno?

+ fell in love with - have i been in love?

+ turned down -- dan hines..haha..luv him

SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ]

+ What do you want to be when you grow up? no idea.good question.

+ What was the worst day of your life? 2 many.

+ What has been the best day of your life? alot.

+ What comes first in your life? my mom

+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? – crush i suppose

+ If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? ahh no clue

+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? DANCE like crazy ..

SECTiON 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]

+ Movie: little princess

+ Song: you-shelby starner..and many more

+ Group: natta.

+ Store: what store don't i like?

+ Relative: umm..I'd have to say Sarah

+ Sport: basketball and soccer.

+ Vacation Spot: anywhere hottt

+ Fruit: grapes!

+ Candy: o man..everything.

+ Holiday: I'm not big on holidays.

+ Day of the Week: Friday and Saturday

+ Color: orangeeeee

+ Magazine: dance spirit..figures.

+ Name for a Girl: carmon

+ Name for a Boy: i donno.

SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]

+ Like to give hugs - depends on the person...im not a touchy feely sort of gurl.

+ Like to walk in the rain? umm..i like to play in the rain.

+ Sleep with or without clothes on? with..what if i sleepwalk into my brothers room?

+ Prefer black or blue pens? black

+ Dress up on Halloween? yahh i do.but i think last yr. was my last

+ Have a job? noo...i need one.

+ Like to travel? with kewl ppl;-)

+ Like someone? of course.

+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side and back

+ Think you're attractive? i donno depends.

+ Want to marry? when i fall in love.

+ Have a goldfish? no..lol

+ Ever have the falling dream? heck yah when i was like 5

+ Have stuffed animals? somewhere..i think im like allergic to them

+ Go on vacation? yyahhhh baby

SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]

+ Abortion: against..!

+ Bill Clinton: i dont follow politics.

+ Eating Disorders: thats to personal for this bia.

+ Summer: 1 word..hott;-)

+ Tattoos: im to scared..but some are okay.

+ Piercings: nahh

+ Make-up: mascara is my best friend.

+ Drinking: hmm..:-x

+ Guys: their guys.

+ Girls: were girls.

SECTiON 11 [ THIS OR THAT]

+ Be serious or funny? - their both good at diff. times

+ Single or taken? ditto ^

+ Simple or Complicated? - ditto again^

+ MTV or BET? MTV

+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? - neither. one tree hill at kims house is always good.

+ Sugar or salt? - sugar

+ Silver or gold? - sterling silver & i like white gold

+ Tongue or belly button ring? belly button

+ Chocolate or flowers? both

+ Angels or miracles? i donno.

+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white

+ Sunrise or sunset? sunset

+ M&M's or Skittles? m & m's

+ Rap or Rock? rap

+ Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late..wake um around 10 and start all over again.

+ TV or radio? t.v.

+ Hot or cold? hot..i like hot

+ members of the opposite sex taller or shorter? taller

+ Sun or moon? Sun

+ Diamond or Ruby? diamond

+ Left or Right? right..im always right.

+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? 1 best friend

+ Vanilla or chocolate? depends on what its for..icecream=choc.

+ Kids or no kids? kids

+ Half-empty or Half-full? both

+ Mustard or ketchup? KETCHUP!

+ Newspaper or Magazine? magazine

+ Spring or Fall? Spring

+ Give or receive? haha.im a reciever..i give occasionally to if i like you.

+ Rain or snow? rainn

+ Happy or sad? happy

+ sneakers or sandals?flipflops

+ McDonald's or Burger King? McDonald's

+ Mexican or Italian food? italian!

+ Lights on or off? depends

+ A house in the woods or the city? woods

+ Pepsi or Coke? Diet coke or pepsi

+ Nike or ADIDAS? both

WOAH.

2005-06-02T02:54:55Z

lovely wednesday. So everything is back to normal, if their was a normal?.. I thought about things last night and as i day dreamed in school. I mean if i really don't care then why do i care? Is it like that you want what you can't have sort of deal.I don't want it tho.do i? ahhh...maybe it's becuz i lost my best friend..tho he/she was lost monthes ago. Maybe im just an emotional freak or sumthing, who knows..im over it. On a good note,only 6 days left of school then recitals..exciteeeed! And I don't really miss you, I just need to know Do you ever think of you and I..

words can't explain.

2005-06-01T02:09:11Z

i don't even no what to say. But i know i won't go back...back to the flipping start.

ahhh so nvm that.

I hung outside today,ate hotdogs,ran and had sum funny convos:

KaYtEe BaBaY 4u: its not to me tho rite
kAiTkAiT55: yea. actually. it is .
KaYtEe BaBaY 4u: noo
KaYtEe BaBaY 4u: u dont hate me i didnt do anything
KaYtEe BaBaY 4u: and i dont sleep around
kAiTkAiT55: with my mom?!
kAiTkAiT55: heck yes you did.
KaYtEe BaBaY 4u: that doesnt count
kAiTkAiT55: lol!!!
kAiTkAiT55: hahaahha
kAiTkAiT55: thats the funniest thing ever.,

kAiTkAiT55: mackenzie told me to.
kAiTkAiT55: i was forced at gun point.

u both are pieces of chicken:-)..((you had to be there))